So here lately my mom has been really sad about me leaving the house to go somewhere. She says she "never sees me anymore". Well i have a theory as to why this all is, and frankly, it makes me pretty sad. First of all, i have been given so much homework this month that is keeping me busy along with softball, but thats only a small part of the mom conundrum.
I think that the main reason is because of my now 1 month old cousin. i think that Amanda has made mom think about what it was like raising me and then she realizes that im going to college in a year and a half. I am the only child so there was no one that left so my mom knows what it feels like and there is no one for my mom to be with once im gone. The worst part of it is that my dad travels so he isnt even home. This spawns thoughts in my head of my mom just sitting on the couch watching tv and then going to bed without a kiss goodnight.
Im so close to my mom and it breaks my heart to know that this will happen, and what breaks my heart more is that i can see that its beginning to break hers..
I think that the main reason is because of my now 1 month old cousin. i think that Amanda has made mom think about what it was like raising me and then she realizes that im going to college in a year and a half. I am the only child so there was no one that left so my mom knows what it feels like and there is no one for my mom to be with once im gone. The worst part of it is that my dad travels so he isnt even home. This spawns thoughts in my head of my mom just sitting on the couch watching tv and then going to bed without a kiss goodnight.
Im so close to my mom and it breaks my heart to know that this will happen, and what breaks my heart more is that i can see that its beginning to break hers..
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i know exactly how you feel i can tell how much my mother misses brian and how lonely she is... she constantly asks me to hang out with her and i feel bad saying no, i wish i had more time for her.
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