Good day, Mr(s). Snow

So i had a pretty good day today. Despite not feeling well and falling to the floor from a random stomach pain today. *shrug*.

I think it might be the snow. I love the cold, as most of you know (or at least know now by me volunteering to go get firewood with bare feet). Snow makes me happy, everything is so fresh and pure. Seeing something covered in snow is like seeing it for the first time.

School being let out early today and everyone (well, almost) going to Kim's made my day. Then add school being cancelled for tomorrow already. I absolutely love snow.

Then as an added bonus, i found an amazing CD tonight, the greatest hits of Inkubus Sukkubus. Don't expect any of you to like them, but hey you know what? I do :D

Leaving the Nest

So here lately my mom has been really sad about me leaving the house to go somewhere. She says she "never sees me anymore". Well i have a theory as to why this all is, and frankly, it makes me pretty sad. First of all, i have been given so much homework this month that is keeping me busy along with softball, but thats only a small part of the mom conundrum.

I think that the main reason is because of my now 1 month old cousin. i think that Amanda has made mom think about what it was like raising me and then she realizes that im going to college in a year and a half. I am the only child so there was no one that left so my mom knows what it feels like and there is no one for my mom to be with once im gone. The worst part of it is that my dad travels so he isnt even home. This spawns thoughts in my head of my mom just sitting on the couch watching tv and then going to bed without a kiss goodnight.

Im so close to my mom and it breaks my heart to know that this will happen, and what breaks my heart more is that i can see that its beginning to break hers..